It’s still a Great Monday Morning…
Even though when I woke up this morning, my brain was on fire with anxiety…I don’t know why it always seems to happen this way. For me & H, things are finally settling down and we are getting back on financial track. We are making plans for our future and it all seems to be nothing but up from here. I had a wonderful time at my sister’s house yesterday for a girls brunch.On the work front, although our contract signing seems to be moving at a snails pace it is slowly but surely moving.
I don’t really want to dwell on the what if’s and the maybe’s so I refuse to let it get the best of me. So what is my action plan for today?
I insist on having a good Monday morning. Even if the damn train held me hostage for just under 2 hours.It’s still going to be a great day. Even though I miss H and our little breakfast Jai’nanigans at my job, he’s at work and finally on his own route. Even though it’s a little crazy at my job this morning, I’m grateful to have one.
The weather is cold damp and dreary and my coat is broken, but that’s okay. I’m a furnace and running super hot these days, so hot H has even made a song for me called “Why’s your hand so hot” sang to the tune of Law & Order: SVU’s theme song. Thinking of that alone just made my morning better by a hundred times.
So yeah life is far from perfect, I was pretty miserable standing on the hot packed train like a sardine for almost 2 hours. If you know me personally you know I do not handle crowds or heat or waiting well, especially in a state of high anxiety…it was a recipe for disaster. So instead of dwelling on the bad, I decided that it was still going to be a great Monday, and anxiety was just going to have to wait until another day to rear it’s ugly head.
It’s Monday, for some of us it’s the first day of our week, for others it might be our day off. Whichever one it is for you, go and make it great! No excuses!
P.S. Dear Anxiety, tomorrow isn’t a good day either!